Lol..

I think I should have stop viewing this blog anymore.
Just now I was reading the post that I've posted the past few months.
Can't imagine how I passed the tough times.
Can't imagine how I typed it out with my tears.
Can't imagine, how I take the pain alone.
Again, tears dropped when I was reading.

If you ask me whether can we still be friend?
My answer is " No"
It's not that I still love you, it's I don't know how to face you.
Can you, don't appear in my life anymore.
If you need help, yes, I will help you.
But it's just in the situation that sms/internet.
Not in real life, because..
I really don't want to see you anymore.
The last thing that I can do for you,
Is ...
I will be your listener forever.
This is the promised that I've given to you.

是时候成长了

之前的我， 很不甘愿
不甘愿就这么结束，不甘愿故事不在我掌握之中。
为了让我自己能放开，我不得不把所有错怪在你身上。
让我自己是多么的讨厌你，憎恨你。。
这些在kl的日子，人人看到的我，是个充满笑容，很开心的女生。
有谁会知道，我还是会偷偷的掉眼泪。。
我还是会听到伤心的歌就哭。
告诉自己说，没有人是为了某个人而活。
放开一个不属于自己的人，才可以找回自己。
我承认，我卸下了这个包袱，轻松很多。。开朗很多。
心存的，只是不甘心，不甘心付出却得不到我要的结局。

是时候成长了，
放下过去，才可以活得更好。
两个人在一起，就是互相满足对方。。
其中一方满足不了对方，离开是必然的。。
你没有错，既然我满足不了你。
你选择离开是对的。
我没有权利怪你。
至少我尽了我所能，做个在我能力范围内的好女友，
那就足够了。。
至少，我很用心的爱过你。。
那就足够了。。

放开双手，
各自寻找自己的幸福。。
我祝福你=)