回忆再次被掀开

我已经把你从msn,fb删除了。。
可是好笑的是。。
我偶尔还是会去search你的profile来看。。

我没有找你。。
可是每次你都会在你失落的时候sms我。。
我故作大方的和你谈天。。
可是每次都会谈到我心痛之处。。
我都会流着泪告诉你我的辛酸。。
我没关系的。。哭过就好了。。

请不要一直叫我找新的男友。。
我的心负荷不来。。
我的伤痕一直都还没愈合。。
我不知道我这些日子的欢笑是真实的，还是虚伪的。。
我真的不知道。。
我只知道，每当我想起你，我的眼泪还是会流下来。。
那个痛，我铭记于心。。

Further...and Futher..

This morning when I open fb in office..
I saw you posted something, but its in chinese...I can't read..
So when i reached home, I faster open fb and checked..
But it's too late, you already deleted your fb account.
Sigh, the only place where I can know your life has been removed.
I know that it's not my business anymore..

Sorry, I found out that I really cannot forgive you..
I felt that I'm revenging..
How to revenge? Revenge by letting you know my life is very much more better than last time..
I want to prove to you that without you my life is good..
I can live without you and you are not my only one.
I want to let you know that you are the one who lose something when we break up.
I just want to prove that it's all your fault.. =( ....

Hmmmm

Hmm..I miss you ..
I don't know why..
Last night when I'm clearing those msg in the inbox..
Saw back those old messages..
Flash back appeared in my mind..
It's not a dream, it's really happened between both of us..
The memories that only both of us know..

Haha, I thought I would never drop a single tear for you anymore..
But, last nite my tears dropped..
I don't know why..
Cried because I　still love you? or because I feel so wasted?
I don't know, and I　don't want to know..

Just want to let you know..
I live well..
Better than last time..
没有人说，没有谁就不能活下去。。。

Can't control

You posted sad things in fb..
You said you're sad..
And I purposely go and post it I'm happy..
Fun right?

Sigh, I thought I can do it..
I thought I can ignore everything from you
I thought I can don't care bout you anymore.
But I cannot control..
Your msn pm written something emo..
I start to worry...

Sigh, it's not my business anymore..
Just don't care bout it..ok?
Yeah, not my business anymore..

请不要再揭开我的伤疤

虽然我放得下。。
但并不代表我100%放的下。。
并不代表再次提起的时候我不会心痛。。
可能你们好奇，我们的分手原因。。
因为表面上看来，我们是那么的好。。
那是因为，我一直都在告诉别人他有多好。。
并不代表，我们没有心痛的回忆。。

今天在看爱情偶像剧 ‘下一站，幸福“
呵呵。。多么甜蜜。。
多么戏剧化。。
童话般的爱情故事。。
让我看得眼眶都热热的。。
醒醒吧。。现实生活中。。
是不可能发生的。。

证明

如果你问我，还为了这段感情伤心吗？
不了，我不伤心，有的只是可惜。。
如果你问我，能放的下他吗？
放了，有的只是回忆。。

我不会为了他自暴自弃。。
反而，人人都问我为什么不会露出伤心的样子。。
还问我，你是冷血的吗？
不，因为更难过的日子，我都熬过了。。
分手，只不过是解脱。。

我会证明给他，给身边的每一个人看。。
我会活的比以前更好。。
我会为了自己而活，不再为了谁而活。。
我会，找回自我。。
开开心心的，做回自己。。
不再被他操控我的喜怒哀乐。。
因为他没有权利这么做。。
因为。。这是我的生命。。

Doggie, I miss you :'(

I miss your doggie but not you..
Just now suddenly your msn window pop up..
You put your doggie's picture as your display picture..
It's a new picture..
I can see doggie :D

I still remember 2 years ago when I first time went your house..
I'm very afraid of your dog..
Until need someone to hold him and let me enter the house..
I tried to get nearer your dog, reduce my fear towards dog..
And finally, I don't scare of your dog anymore xD
Haha, cute dog ever ...
Really hope doggie can wear the collar that I bought for him :(.....