I miss you

In the middle of the night,
holding the notes on my hand,
but my mind keep thinking of you.
No doubt, I'm missing you..

I know I shouldn't have missing you,
I know I shouldn't have kept you in my mind,
But, you're still the one I love..
How can I just remove you from my life..

I'm tired..
tired of everything in my life..
I dislike year 2010..
Because everything happened in a sudden..

I couldn't take it..
I couldn't handle it..
Finally I understand what is the stress feeling that you are having all this while..
And I know the stress that you are facing is much more heavier than me..

I'm sorry,
I'm not considered..
I should have help you to lessen your stress..
But yet, I'm putting on pressure to you..

Hubby, very tired right?
I'm sorry =(