The 7th day

Yesterday saw you online with hp..

i dare not msn you, Im afraid that will interrupt you.

Until at night, finally I go and find you.

But you didn't reply, maybe you are busy..

Then i went to bed, rolling on the bed and cannot fall asleep..

Then i picked up my hp, and send a message to you.

Rolled another half an hour, finally you replied..

You drunk again, although it is common for you.

Yet, Im still worrying about you.

Luckily you are not going to drive..

Im happy that you replied me..

Although it is just a short simple reply..

But, when i told you my nose block..

You never say anything..

You don't care bout me anymore??

It's so sad..

I lose another 1.5kg again, do you know that?

I cannot take any stress anymore, and I think this same goes to you.

So I'll wait, I know soon you will come and find me..

Is it true??

Hubby, I miss you..

And please, trust me that i really miss you.

Im not trying to pressure you...

Miss you does not mean that i wan to see you right now.

I really really wish to know what are you thinking..

And what you actually want..

But i dare not take the risk and ask...

You know why??

Because im afraid that, the answer will let me sad.